A friend posted this link on Facebook a few weeks ago:
http://www.guardian.co.uk/environment/green-living-blog/2009/oct/28/live-without-money
The title is “I Live Without Cash and I Manage Just Fine” and it is a little blog from the Guardian by a fellow named Mark Boyle who studied Economics and went on to manage organic food companies. But it became apparent to him that running “ethical” companies just wasn’t enough. So, he decided to take Ghandi’s suggestion to “be the change you want to see in the world” seriously. I mean, really seriously, not just talk about how “green” he was and how this should be changed and “people” should do this or that. He gave up on the whole tedious farce that profitability and sustainability can coexist. So, he just went ahead and began living without cash. After almost a year of living without cash, this is what he feels he has learned:
“What have I learned? That friendship, not money, is real security. That most western poverty is of the spiritual kind. That independence is really interdependence. And that if you don’t own a plasma screen TV, people think you’re an extremist.”
I appreciate his no plasma screen TV = extremist sentiment because I’ve found that not lusting after the full consumer package in all its permutations puts people around me on edge. I try to keep it to myself, but my total disinterest in and ignorance regarding whatever it is everyone is buying these days is pretty hard to hide when 90% of conversation seems to focus on just that.
The bigee for me is that the husband and I share one vehicle. This has a way of pissing people off. There is a stricken look that comes over people when this comes up, then, “Oh my god! How can you stand it? I can’t imagine not having my own car! I’ve had my own car since I was 16, I couldn’t be without it.” Sharing one car is absolutely and most definitely inconvenient, but the thought of owning two expensive, maintenance heavy, fuel guzzling, money pit vehicles just to avoid occasional inconvenience seems much crazier to me.
This, along with Mark’s brave efforts to get by without cash, reminded me in turn of something I read just recently in “Why Good People Do Bad Things: Understanding our Darker Selves” by James Hollis:
“As a nation, we too have to ask the question of the soul. Have we lost ours in the mad rush to profitability, distraction from unpleasant truths, and creature comfort? The scientific evidence is abundantly clear about global warming: We know that we have to act seriously within this generation to slow if not reverse its effects, but how many are willing to give up the SUV, reduce carbon emissions, or take the thousand other steps that are so clearly within our reach, if it means compromising even a smidgen of our creature comforts? We have plundered and we are depleting the finite resources of a finite planet and we all know it. And what have we done about it? This Shadow is upon us and our children, and we are collectively guilty of passivity.”
And I think that’s just it. A little thing like being happy to live with the 20-year old TV that just won’t die, the cranky old computer that can be annoying but stumbles along, the used, the salvaged, the unfashionable . . . insisting that the only “green” purchase is the one you don’t make, doing something simple and practical like sharing one vehicle with the person you live with, or going even further and living like Mark Boyle . . . I think these things are perceived as annoying and unwelcome because it shines light on the Shadow, that part of ourselves we are so uncomfortable with we refuse to admit it even exists: all that we have swept under the carpet so we can carry on with business as usual and not feel the pain and discomfort of inner conflict . When we allow ourselves to examine that Shadow and listen to our hearts (if we can hear our heart above the ego’s kicking-and-screaming , terror-filled resistance) we feel compelled to actually DO SOMETHING about it. (Change of this sort is not only inconvenient, it requires imagination/creativity/vision, and that seems to be in short supply these days, but that’s another opera.)
At any rate, Mark Boyle seems to have no shortage of imagination, creativity or courage. He has a blog about his life without cash. It’s fascinating and inspiring and can be found here:
http://www.justfortheloveofit.org/blog
Oh, and in parting, I can’t help but share this little tidbit from the aforementioned book by James Hollis, which sprang to mind after reading what Mark Boyle had to say about “most Western poverty being of the spiritual kind.”:
We got ready and showed our home
The visitor thought: You live well
The slum must be inside you.
(from a poem by the Swedish Poet Tomas Transtromer)